I'm sorry guys... I don't feel like drawing anymore.
I'm just going to finish my last commissions and be done with this ...thing. I'm sorry I guess I just don't fit this "artist" role. I don't have the time, I don't have the support, I don't have the tools and for all I know, I don't have the passion to take it foward. It's been a couple of years I don't feel like making any progress with my art. I'm frustrated and overwhelmed by many, so many problems that drawing has just stopped being my scape from reality and became part of it.
You see, I started drawing because it was fun, but it is not fun anymore. It is no longer rewarding to me. I'm just wasting everybody's time - mine included.
So... that's it. The only thing that's left are the friends and awesome people I got to know through my art (and their own). Thank you for that, you rock, and you always will.